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Thu Feb 12, 2009, 7:46 PM
I'm feeling unaccountably depressed and I don't know why. Well that's not exactly true. I know why I'm depressed (it's genetics and lack of sunlight), but I don't know what set me off this time. But one thing's for sure, I'm depressed. I mean, crying for no reason depressed ...

I came close to deleting all of my writing today because it's all drivel and crap ... I know that's not true, but I can't help it ...

And I know this sounds like a desperate call for adulations, but it's not. Because I know my work is okay (not stellar by any means, but okay), but at times like these it doesn't matter what people say. I know what that little voice is telling me ...

I suppose it doesn't help any that I put my heart and soul into a piece that I know no one will read because "all OCs are crappy self-inserts and Mary-Sues" ...




I think that when Valentine's Day is well and gone and over I'll feel better. This holiday never does anything to improve my mood. Not when I'm not allowed to voice my feelings for fear of alienating people

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~Empress-Eerian-Sadow Feb 12, 2009, 8:30:16 PM
valentines day is nothing but a marketing technique to sell chocolate and printed paper. its a stupid holiday that should die in a fire.


...i guess what i'm saying is that its okay to tell me how you really feel.

:hug:

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~ilikeshinyobjects Feb 13, 2009, 4:42:19 AM
Ugh... I know exactly how you feel... Honest to God, I truly do know exactly how you feel... I suffer from bi-polar, depression, anxiety, and hypothyroidism, which is linked to all the aforementioned mental disorders... bleh. I know exactly what it feels like to be crying-for-no-reason depressed, too tired to get up and do anything, easily convinced of things you know aren't true, like how good/bad your art/writing is...

And screw whoever says all OC's are Mary-Sues and self-inserts! They're all jaded because of Twilight. :shakefist:

I lub your stories and OC's. I have far too many OC's as well... :D And I love them all!

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~Hellsfirescythe Feb 13, 2009, 9:18:03 AM
*hugs tight* I hope you start feeling better soon. Your writing is amazing and I am always a big fan :) Stay strong and hang in there.

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*BluebirdSoaring Feb 14, 2009, 1:25:48 PM
*Offers huggles* Your stories are brilliant and don't let anyone tell you different =) We're right there with ya this time of year I get all down too...last year was worse...unemployed and depressed...this year's better, but it's still a long way until the sun shines again. Take care of yourself hon, and I for one am loving your OCs even if I'm way behind in reivews =)

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~EerieIri May 27, 2009, 1:46:54 PM
I'm so sorry! :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

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